9.24.2012

Journey

Well, I haven't been here in a while. It feels good to be back writing again.
This year has started off in full swing. It's like school never ended; right back with all of the homework and stressful tests and sports practices. I can't believe that this is my last year here at MCA. This has been my life for as long as I can remember. hah not to sound all dramatic or anything. But I've been here since pre-K. Fourteen years is a very long time.It's just so crazy to think that i was just entering seventh gade and now i'm looking at collleges, signing up for tours and deciding on my major. Wow, this is sooo crazy how am I old enough for this?? I'm gonna be in college in a year, one year, that's nothing! especially how quickly time has been flying by! Geezzz. It's so weird because I don't know anything else. The idea of leaving it in a few months and starting something different somewhere totally knew blows my mind. There are so many unknowns that puzzle me. The whole idea of deciding what you want to do with the rest of your life is very intense, for lack of a better word. And it's all exciting at the same time. Being able to leave home and go off and start your own adventure, your own life, with nobody there to cling to or live off of. Wow. I know it's going to be hard, but being by myself in a totally new place all by myself excites me; the fact that it forces you to grow and mature in ways you never thought possible is so great. It is all such an experience that I'm looking forward to. I know it will be bittersweet, but I am excited to branch out and begin to discover all that God has planned for me.

 I'm ready for the journey set before me. 


Now all I have to do is live up senior year! hah I know all of this college talk might be a little early but it's been rolling around in my head a lot lately so here it is.

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